I played on a PvP server, and Crushbone was a much different experience to me than it probably was for most. It was a bloody chaos battlefield, rather than the peaceful leveling zone (for most people.)
One of my first experiences in PvP was banking a bunch of money I had acquired after leveling for several hours. I got blinded before I could finish banking and lost all of my cash. I was hooked after that! The loss was so real~~
I'm trying to relate your story with a real life mental disorder..... Stockholm Syndrome .... or .... battered woman syndrome?
While not exactly the contest's requested subject, I want to write about the first time I played EQ with MQ2.... which you could argue was TRULY the first time I played EQ to its fullest potential!
If you recall the first story, I was a mage.
Well, my friend had told me that the mage epic weapon was a pet and it was f'n badass, so I really wanted it. I looked up the quest on the old Mage Towers forums, and started out. It was slow going because I was only level 46 or 48, so a lot of the content was legit for those levels. Well, I managed to somehow beg, borrow, plead, steal my way to having a lot of the lesser fights (Phinny, etc.) done, but now all I needed was the crown from Plane of Sky, and the lev cloak from Quillmane.
At this point I still haven't found MQ2 or figured out what it was. I was just a naive youngling running around having fun, doing my quest.
Until fucking QUILLMANE.
I spent weeks in South Karana trying to get quillmane to spawn. I ran around slaughtering every single mob I could find. I went to all the spots the write-ups said quillmane could spawn. I cherry picked the other named thinking it might make him spawn. I did everything I could. For weeks. Hours a day in there. I couldn't find a ranger or druid friend to help me, so I couldn't use the tracking trick. That was assuming I could even find a druid or ranger who knew how to do it. This wasn't current content for the rest of everquest... just little old me.
Well, now I'm level 54 or 55 or something and still don't have my damn lev cloak or the crown. Every time I got on a Plane of Sky raid with my family guild we'd make it to island 5 or 6 and give up because of how late it was. We didn't raid very often, so there was no way to go back and continue.
So I quit EQ. I couldn't fucking take it anymore.
A few months.... maybe a year later.... I got the itch again. And I found MQ2. I fired up both programs and was ready to kick South Karana's f'n butt. I logged in and tried once or twice again with MQ2, and while I finally felt like I was informed, I still wasn't getting any success. Then one day, on a whim, I did a
/ooc in PoK to see if anyone had the crown from Plane of Sky or lev cloak for MQ. You know what? Someone had them. BOTH. I think I paid like 10k plat for both of them, and was able to finish my damn epic (and get the epic pet) at like level 58 or 59 or something. The pet was just a novelty at that point, but it was done.